No races at all at C.O.P.
Not even a course this year.
How's a guy supposed to get competitive if I cant even train properly?
I've started to train again, albeit, not as hard as I was a year ago.
Im mainly just been doing a certain amount of pushups and crunches a day, and seeing where that takes me for the time being. Also began to eat a little healthier, that always helps the cause.
Still kind of depressed though, girl stuff mostly, which is odd, considering I dont even have a girlfriend. There is a promising lead, but I'm still uncertain as to whether or not she even feels the same about me.
Quite the conundrum.
For she's not only my friend, shes also my partner, and if I mess things up somehow, or things get awkward and weird, then im out both.
I have no idea what I'm going to do about this, its eating me alive it is. I just cant seem to confirm my suspiscions, which sucks for a guy like me. In case you havent noticed the last 7 lines were just on the one problem, and nothing else. That answers your questions as to where my thoughts are going.
I do, however, have a feeling that this whole situation will work out for the best, whether she and I start a relationship, or we just stay partners.
Now all I've gotta do is to wait for February 12th of course...
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